Showing posts with label Amazement. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Amazement. Show all posts

10/25/2009

Language Barrier

I fell asleep last night to the sound of Germans discussing theology. This city continues to astonish me.

(I have this thing about foreign languages. The thing is that I hate not knowing them and thus forcing others to communicate in a way that accommodates my ignorance. So I've decided what superpower I want: universal language knowledge.)

This morning I woke up to the sound of a cat desperately scratching and meowing at the door to be let in, followed shortly by the Muslim Call to Prayer (the latter was less pleasant). My university campus is sufficiently far from any town that one never hears it. Both of these sounds forced me to remember that I was not at home but instead staying at my friend Sabrina's apartment in the Old City. The time display on my cell phone was wrong - Daylight Savings ends here a week earlier than in Toronto - to my great relief that I would not be late for church for the second week in a row. Walking to church in the company of three other Caucasian girls might have indicated to the locals that we were all from the same place, when in truth I as a Canadian was in the company of an Englishwoman, a German, and a Swede. This city continues to astonish me.

Pastor Benjamin spoke eloquently of a matter I've been contemplating for a while, like he was speaking to me alone. Caroline and I discussed how Christian individuals might go about seeking God's guidance when looking for employment in the secular world. I'm sure that neither of us is quite certain as to how the two intersect. Over lunch at the Union Han I met two fellows speaking French, one from Madagascar and the other from the Congo, both studying for degrees at Istanbul Technical University. They've been here for four and three years, respectively. I found myself envying their trilingualism (at least, they may know more). This city continues to astonish me.

Not being myself an official church member, I left what then turned into their annual meeting and joined a group of girls going out for dessert. Three I had met before: one British, one Turkish, one Slovenian. Of the other two, one was Kazak, the other also Turkish. We walked along Istiklal to yet another restaurant specializing in desserts, stopping periodically so Luba (the Kazak) could purchase a few things before returning home in a few days' time. I selected a beautiful piece of cake from the display: white with pink cream layers, strawberries, and pink chocolate shavings on the top. I had not had a cake that delicious in a long time. It was overwhelmingly sweet (which I love) and yet tart, increasing my enjoyment of it exponentially with every taste. I will have to have more soon less I perish from want of it. We passed our plates around and everyone got to taste everyone else's choice. (Mine was by far the best. Just sayin'.) We chatted about many things, had the waiter take a few pictures of our table, and exchanged emails and names for Facebook purposes. True to form, I was again the youngest one there, but I discovered I share the same birth date (month and day, not year) as the second Turkish girl! I've never met anyone with the same birthday as me and was quite pleased to finally know one. This city continues to astonish me.

After we disbanded, I left with Zirve (the Turkish girl I knew from church) as she was returning home to study too, but she for her GRE exam next week. She is applying to various international universities to obtain a PhD in biological sciences of some sort (genetics, I believe). We chatted pleasantly on the subway, exchanging thoughts on school, sports, food, etc. She left and I continued on, returning to my room and the clean laundry I had washed the previous day before leaving for Sabrina's birthday party. Unable to account for the boundless happiness, ambition, and satisfaction simultaneously coursing through my limbs, I proceeded to write this. While it has helped to ferment these feelings in my mind, I still can't ascribe them to any one person or element of the day. And just now I realize that this is a glimpse of the beauty that Christian fellowship affords us no matter how far we wander. This city continues to astonish me.

11/01/2005

WOW

its like a total turnaround. today [well technically yesterday, now] just started out INFINITELY sucky.. and ended so great. so basically tests n junk after a weekend of being sick and having to work. i failed them all i bet, but yeah it was just the worst day ever that is until i was on my way to work, walking in the almost dark along sheppard. i was tramping along, angry at the world, thinking "i bet if i ran away now nobody would even miss me," and then i had to stop in my tracks. i drew my foot back because there underneath was the most beautiful flower, a deep orange gladiola. as i bent over to pick it up, i realized it was still in perfect condition after lying on the sidewalk for who knows how long. it still smelled fresh. i suppose the night air had preserved it. it was almost like someone had put it there specifically for me to find. amazingly simple, but it fully made my day =], and ive been smiling ever since. ive realized that God still loves me, he was just waiting for me to stop and acknowledge his working in my life. and no matter how many times i run away and hide in a corner away from him, he always knows exactly where im hiding and how to get me to come right back to him. what can i say people? God is good. God is great. God loves you whether u feel him right beside u or not. what is he doing today to try and get your attention? open up your eyes. ur answer might be right in front of you.
thanks to those who commented ^^
LIC =D

4/19/2005

What I Learned

or should i say learning: PEOPLE CAN SURPRISE YOU.
the other day one person i thought i was pretty close with dissed me and i felt permantly ostrasized from them. after school, another person took some time to talk with me about a common interest - and from this person it totally surprised me. it was like a breath of fresh air. and i went home happy.
ive been reading this really great book "Blue Like Jazz" by Don Miller. last night i read a chapter about love and Miller definitely waxed eloquent. he was talking about common metaphors we use with friendships: we value people, we invest in people, a relationship could be bankrupt, and people can be priceless - all economic terms. We think of love as a commodity. we use it like money. it is something to be earned or repayed.
ive been startled how much this applies to my relationships. love doesnt [or shouldnt] work like money. "when we barter with it, we all lose." instead of conditional love, we should pour it on lavishly and let it work like a magnet, drawing people closer. God never withholds love to teach us lessons about earning his love. his love is perfect, devine, magnetic.
LIC =D